Hello! Lovely to see you! Here you will find random posts about living a creative life in country Australia. I am an illustrator. I create, take photos, faff, collect, teach. Watercolour, collage, colour, cheese, travel and dreaming are my faves. And Turkish delight. And cushions. And gardening. And op-shops...

Thursday, 11 June 2015

YOU JUST HAVE TO START....


YOU JUST HAVE TO START....

Okay,I admit it.Time management is not one of my strengths.And I am a procrastinator,always have been,probably always will be(not sure about this though,maybe I need to think about it for a while longer!)I am also often scared of the new,terrified of failing,hesitant to take risks.I am pretty much intrinsically risk adverse.I am often daunted by things.I am fearful of failure.

However...I reckon that I am gradually pushing those boundaries.One of the benefits of aging,is that I can look back and see that there are plenty of things I have achieved that I am still proud of,lots and lots of stuff I have done,and surprised myself with it.So maybe,just maybe...I am well on my way UP on that learning curve.

But these days, having taken a bit of a detour on the life plan,I am pretty much constantly looking at doing stuff that makes me feel a little bit uneasy.Way out of my comfort zone.Okay,maybe not everyday,but at least every couple of days!

Sometimes yep,I do just stay on the comfortable side of living and the predictable and the safe.I stay within the confines of what I know,not pushing myself at all,and just moseying through everyday.And let's face it,a lot of the everyday is still pretty challenging (especially with a surly recalcitrant teenager, a smiley little bit forgetful tweenie, an opera singing, reading obsessed, easily distractible, wildly crazy 8 year old, 2 dogs, 2 cats, a frog, 3 fish and a hubby who travels over 200 km everyday roundtrip to work...)

All well and good for awhile...

But then...I realise I am feeling all fudgey and dowdy,a bit flat and bored.So I take a deep breathe and push on.I look at the inspirational little words I have pinned,displayed...or written out,maybe even painted.

I read a book that makes me smile and feel brave.I think of the things that I have achieved,and how good it felt to do them.I chat to people who keep me moving forward and are positive and bouncy type of people.I sit in the sun.I close my eyes and focus.I feel the fear and potential consequences of being stagnant.

Whatever it takes,I try to build up my psyche and plunge right in.I try to remember that achieving dreams is a marathon,not a sprint.This usually nudges me forward.

And then... if all else fails,there is always cheese.Or coffee.Or chocolate.

So what do you do to get out of a rut,a well worn path,and fears of the new? Are you a challenge orientated human, or a leave-me-here-thanks-where-I-am-nice-and-comfy kind of person? Who inspires you? What inspires you?I'd love to know!

BRAVE, watercolour and ink

AND THE DAY CAME WHEN THE RISK IT TOOK TO REMAIN TIGHT INSIDE THE BUD,WAS MORE PAINFUL THAN THE RISK IT TOOK TO BLOSSOM -Anais Nin

DREAM, CREATE, INSPIRE, BELIEVE